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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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1:35 am - PROFILES
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K guys gotta get some stuff out here on the table...first off let me say ive only realized this because im a loser and had the time to constantly look at everyones profile.....
writting in some really small letters at the bottom of your profile is deffinetly gettin gay. your not fooling anyone by doing that, in fact, when u do that u scream SOMEONE READ THIS! u know when anyone, and everyone will, notices that small scrible the first thing u do is copy it then paste it in another screen just to enlarge it and read w.e. stupid hiding messege there is. its usually something really dumb and of course with all the words together(in attempt to further hide the tiny scribble i guess), imsexyandsassy or better yet hiseyesmakemehappy or some gay shit like that...
part of this same bs is the whole wingdings thing...your not fooling anyone we know it spells something out....
....people on your buddy list are usually your "buddies" or people that probably know u decently well....do u think they need a reminder of what college your at...Michigan State --good times all the times...great i know your schools better then mine dont rub it in...on the same idea that people who have your sn know u...we know who your bf is u dont have to confess your love for him via profile...might as well write i love bob on your hand like u know u did in middle school...
away messeges...people go WAY to far with these...what ever happened to writting something like, eating, studing, sleeping, hell even brb is fine....NO now we got shit like..cleaning my dogs shit, eating a bannana that looks like conan o brian....i dont give a fuck what your doing at every second of your life...o and on an equally annoying level....something to the affect of, you tore my heart im crying on the inside why cant love last .....(fill this in with other emo shit).....this does not tell me what your doing unless what your doing is slittin your wrist, cause then i guess i could take that messege..
links to diff sites such as journals and such are gettin hidden way to well in your profiles..thats just annoyingly clever cause i can never find them...
this could go on forever...i dont care about your group of friends and your secret code names...i dont care about your drunken previous nights conversations....inside jokes are just gettin annoying cause i want to know what they mean..
if u actually read this whole thing im terribly sorry im in idiot and this want on for to long...and half that stuff above i used to do to anyways but thats ok we all change at some time...hell im deleting everyone on my buddy list which is currently at 200 and leaving like the 5 people i talk to on aim
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| Friday, October 21st, 2005
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12:45 am - heres a lil update before bed
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first off let me say sorry
second, it has came to my attention that certain people at certain colleges (state) who i once considered to be "friends" are huge pricks...not u gc
now criticize if u will. hell point your little judging fingers and call me names, i dont care anyways...Pot...and i know some people can back me up on some of my oppinions on this one or perhaps i wont get any back up cause they commenters are afraid of the judgement...hmmm intriguing...anyways, pot, u smoke a lot of it and u start thinking some crazy fucked up stuff...recently while pee'ing i thought some crazy shit, shit so crazy i cant even remember it. This seems like an appropriate place to throw some Kanye West lyrics.."I forgot better shit then u ever thought of," tell em Kanye, tell em....
so while thinking that f'ed up stuff i think that...a stoners perceived image is that of one who is completly out of it and wierd, watch bill and ted or waynes world...and the reason why they have that image is because while your stoned and your thinking all this f'ed up stuff your using parts of your brain that u have never used for normal thought process, following me....as they say we only use a portion of our brain...sooo while you are using this part of your brain for severe introspection of yourself and the world u turn off other parts of your brain that u need in normal functioning...these parts that shut off are what characterize stoners as stoners...that made so much more sense to me when i was stoned...if this didnt make sense to u then go smoke come back and read it and it probably will....now im done for now so judge away you little pieces of judging crap...remember "let he with no sin cast the first stone."
more random kanye--"the crystal ball in my mouth insinuites im ballin."
current music: pink floyd--dark side of the moon
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| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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12:22 am - answering a few questions
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in a previous entry a dear friend of mine said i was gay...i might as well be..(dont read into that at all)
next statement to adress is about budhism...no im not a budhist but the very important facts to pull out of that religion is that life is sorrowful and its only sorrowful because we want what we cant have...in my case, love....never had it never will have...
i except my name and all negative words that are associated with it such as asshole, prick, oh that kid, faggot, loser, weakling, shameless, and so on...
ive analyzed u as well...you grew up around boys your whole life. sports and being a "tom-boy" got them to respect u. now as we have all grown older u see guys dont give a fuck if u can hit more threes then them, so now u gain a lot of boys respect threw different ways, about 13 so far...none the less, ive told u that u cant please everyone all the time and thats no lie, also the things u own end up owning u. if u know what im talking about then this is about u, and it is in no way meant to be hurtful but rather to be an eye opener...your gonna go threw your life the same exact way u are right now...guy after guy new flavors for the new weeks... then your 35 and u cant find a husband...maybe your flavor husband already passed and u never knew it...i wish u would change
on to other females...your probably gonna comment saying something like blah blah we could talk forever blah blah and then u wont call...or maybe you'll read this and not replie and get upset and never talk to me again...but whos fooling who u never would have called either way...and those last three lines were also in sarcasim sal atitute not mean sal.
also if u bother me and u have a party expect me to throw up in your family room, its what i do, and ill do again..
now that im done goodnight
none of this made sense as im sure you expected...remember though life is sorrowful only cause we want what we cant have...what is it that makes u sad that u cant have???
current music: new blindside
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| Sunday, September 25th, 2005
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1:43 am - nirvana
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nirvana...ever been there?...its a good place to be...sigh i feel like sleepin but dont want to cause i know tomm will be the beginning of a new day and i kinnda like this one just fine..today wasnt a great day or by any standard a decent day but whos to tell tomm wont be a horribly shitty day. wut if tomm my house burns up or something then ill be like wow i wish it was still saturday night when i was typing in my lj...so im not gonna go to bed out of fear tomm might be a shittier day...and as mr brook says todays a good day to die...ever really understood what that meant? cause i didnt for a long time. the first time u hear it u may think its negative as i did the first time i heard it but its not, really its not. todays a good day to die.
the brain is the most powerful "muscle" on your whole body..how come lifetime fitness doesnt have a workout machine for it? im gonna make a gym for your brain beyond schooling. u can like make your hearing extra sensitive with some weight training or be able to see like a hawk with some cardio with that part of your brain...the opportunities are endless
you know how people talk of hell....what if this is hell and we dont know it...really we are fighting about religion and its all part of the play this hell makes us put on...but then when u die in this hell where do u go? maybe a bigger hell or something....
im done rambling and im pretty sure none of that made sense which was what i intended anyways.
i think i might upper cut a punk ass before bed
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| Saturday, September 24th, 2005
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2:35 am - so...
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in my intro to china class today we were talking about budhism which was very intresting
Mr brook used to always tell me he bets im a budhist and i didnt understand it untill now
Budhist belive in re-encarnation (or however u spell it)(did i mention im a horrible speller)and blah blah u get re encar but the thing is when u do you dont really know in your new life if u were a budhist in a previous life
I finally understand what mr brook meant and i love the fact that i was so intrested in class but so not intrested to type it all out
Budhist are very intresting and i love them all...no seriously that whole nirvana thing it really is good shit. im done talking about that cause i cant do this feeling i have for that religion any justice
Im not turning budhist in any way though i still love God and Jesus
work=long and gay
you make me wanna better myself for your better self..im gettin ahead of myself though
current music: stray light run
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| Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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1:34 am - well
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your terribly poetic and its calling the both of us
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1:23 am - confused
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obviously im a bit confused, bit wouldnt be the write word though. But a good thing is ive lost my fear of falling, and am not afraid to cross that street.
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| Sunday, September 11th, 2005
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9:31 pm - sick of...
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im sick of setteling for less then great, i really need to stop doin it. im also sick of disapointing people. EVERYONE, my parents, brother sister, friends and even co-workers. Im just a big fucking disapointing slob who settles for less then nothing.
On a side note im sick of spellin incorectly so please appoligize and errors in spellin or grammer in previous entries or this one.
current music: something really sad
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| Friday, September 9th, 2005
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9:51 pm - well...
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worked today and was about to get off untill a sea of sterling kids poured in...then they had to start a fight...fighting is stupid. ill fight for defense, someone i care about (friends or family) or something i feel passionate enough about fighting for
current music: jason mraz
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| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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10:27 pm - Its been a while old friend
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You never notice how big a road is untill your trying to cross it...
So where has sal been u may ask yourself, thats prob not the right question the proper question is where has sals computer been. Well my computer went to computer hell now i got a new one. Started back up at OU seems to be cool got some sweet classes. Enough of the borin shit.
They say when your free writtin and u cant think of anything to write about to just start writtin and a topic will pop up so thats what ill do. Ummm writing typing listening to some sweet SigurRos, download em...Hurricane Katrina really fucked up new orleans and i have to say i hate bush even more, so much i wont give him the pleasure of capitalizing the first letter in his name, he is now just bush, when i refer to a bush as the shrubery i will capatilize that so that the capital B doesnt go to waste. HA. Shit sould have been done sooner and could have been done sooner. I feel real bad for them people it sucks. i dont wanna talk about it cause i dont think ill do justice of how disgusted i am by just typing it. ill leave this topic alone and say im gonna throw bush into a big prickly Bush if i ever see him.
I get the news i need on the weather report, gather all the news i need on the weather report, hey ive got nothing to do today but smile and here i am the only living boy in new york. Half of the time were gone and we dont know where but we dont know where.
Those above lyrics are from what song from what artist???
current music: SigurRos
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| Monday, July 18th, 2005
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10:32 pm - thanks
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before i was angry, now im happy. id like to say thanks to whoever slashed my tires. u see my tires were bald anyways so now i got 4 brand new ones. so if u did me this favor please let me know so i can send u a thank u card or perhaps a fruit basket to show how grateful i am of such a great b-day present.
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| Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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2:37 pm - Car
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If anyone has a birthday gift to give me u can put it in my hands. someone decided to give me a nice gift of a busted out back window and 4 flat tires. if u have a problem with me tell me to my face and dont be a big pussy about it...leave your name if u did this and ill be sure to compromise something with u...
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2:35 pm - thanks
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these last two weeks have been loads of fun, thanks to everyone who lived it up with me....on a side more depressing note...ill make this a new entry
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| Friday, June 24th, 2005
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12:39 pm - sorry
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sorry i havent been on in a while my comp decided to suck ultimate balls and crash so ive been trying to fix it...but dont worry ill be back soon
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| Saturday, June 18th, 2005
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12:51 am - i dunno
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i dunno wut to write about so someone has to help me
give me topics to write about
tell me something u like about me
i dunno comment please make them good ones
current music: john legend
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| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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7:36 pm - ATTENTION ALL GRADUATING SENIORS
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get over it...the myth that is hs is now over. people who say they will keep in touch prob wont and if they do it wont last longer then 3 months till college starts. Your hs friendships seem to fade quicker then the decerations on your car. but its ok you will see who your real friends are and you will learn to love them even more.
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| Friday, June 3rd, 2005
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9:42 pm - waste
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my whole existence is a waste...i am a living breathing complete waste of space and human emotion...i feel as if i should have accomplished much more with my life then what ive done... im cursed with the both the knowledege i have and the will power to do nothing with it...im so content on chassing my dreams and fairytales that ive completly forgoten that which is most important to me... all in all i suck
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| Saturday, May 28th, 2005
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1:44 am - its been a while old friend
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first off thanks too anyone who came to the show...it went well, thats what people say, i of course wasnt pleased...if u didnt come and you werent being held hostage somewhere i hate u and u better be at the next show...
i wanna be a great writer and poet but sometimes it just wont happen. i force it too much..i wanna b a great rock star...it just dont happen sometimes..i wanna be smart and intellectual..just dont happen...god a lot about myself i wish i could change
although i am relitvely against it ill tell u a bit of what i did today...nothing...although i drove out to our lot which is in egypy...no literaly...29 n mound....it is soooo nice and not cause there are nice big houses because there arent any there yet but because its completly empty, just farm land mainly...awww i love it cant wait to leave..so if u have anything to say or do to me before i move get it over with.
i also went under creative help with my lj as u can see...THANKS KELLYN!!!! not sure if i like the big pic of my face but mainly cause its of MY face... SO if u dont like it or do like it or want me to put a diff pic there let me know in the comment section mmmkkkaayy...
some girls make your heart flutter...its kinnda neat
we need another great writer like hunter s thompson so someone get a move on.
and we would like to think we were invincible ya well werent we all once before we found love for the first time.
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| Friday, May 20th, 2005
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1:05 am - what to do tonight, a short story written in first person.
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hmmm as i sit at home tonight i wonder, what to do on this fine friday evening? Ill just surf the web a bit and ill think of some ideas. Hmmm maybe i could go see the new star wars flick? Ahh a good idea but that just doesnt seem to fulfill my deepest friday night wishes. A HAH! ill go see the cinderela play at sterling..BLAST! that still doesnt completely fulfill my cravings for a great friday night....BY GOLLY IVE GOT IT, while stumbling threw the internet lookin at lj's i saw my good friends band is playing! WHEN i quickly ask myself, oh he goes on at 5:30. DAMN IT! WHERE DAMN IT!!!! a hah, knights of colombus on nine and mound. This will surely be a good time as i leave my house extra early to make sure ill get there in time...
thank you
knights of colombus 5:30 we go on
nine and mound
doors open at 5
loads of great bands:the new decision, bad science, guage, a public hanging, from here on out, a second too late, and US
EVERYONE BE THERE OR BE A BIG FUCKING SQUARE
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005
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12:38 am - love is all u need
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well in church today we talked about love... learned some sweet things and some good points were brought up...first one...ive actually heard people say this too, "we need to get those terriorist in the name of god" well isnt that what they did got us in the name of god...we need to love them and pray for them, tonight i pray for u mr terrorist...then the pastor said he saw on the christian channel some other pastor boycottin some baseball stadium and picketing in front of it, why, because he saw two guys kissin there, to that i say, i pray for u and love u all the same mr homosexuals. love is such a simple thing and its so hard for us to do. think about it how many times a day in your head do u just pick apart someone maybe say there too sluty or oh there too this or that, instead we must love eachother.
theres nothing u can do that cant be done, nothing u can sing that cant be sung theres nothing u can do that u can learn how to be me in time its east, all u need is love, the beatles sang that jingle u may remember it. u may also remember how i messed the lyrics up as well. but i dont care cause i love it.
none the less i love everyone and everything and im praying for u mr terrorist and mr homosexual. i love u all and hope u guys can love me to. AND OH ITS NOT LUV ITS LOVE BIOTCHES. maybe someone could love me back that would be great..
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